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Tuesday, January 15, 2008 9:05 pm
its almost that feeling we're met before listen, ♥  so tell me you dun think i'm crazy. DAMN LIFE! went home aft sch today. aft lunch i would say. yeahh. ate yong tau fu. hahahas. thn took 189 home lerhs. damn siann luhs. came home to do homework. yes, BORING! i know! it was pretty okayy. i did maths. i mean E MATHS! yes. LOL! (x meiling came ovr to my house. i'm damn tired. butt cramp. LOL! damn random i know. LOL! (x blahh blahh blahh. LOLOLOLS! (x she's still at my house. hahahas. (x doing her own stuff on the laptop. i finally got to use the internet. hahahahs! (x maths was alright. tmr have focus until like 4pm? oh my gwad! thn trng aft focus. SIANN! LOLS! (x shoulder ache. stupid sia! blahh blahh blahh. i gt nothing to say. i wanna die. WHEN I TELL YOU, LOVE HAS COME HERE AND NOW. some people search forever for that one special kiss. CLARE! (:
Monday, January 14, 2008 9:10 pm
picture perfect listen, ♥  did you ever knw that you're my hero? TIRED! i wanna die lerhs. ): totally drained can! trng was awesome. cause there wasnt much to do. hahahas. (: deleted my tagboard. i dunno why as well, maybe i'm just crazy. i'm losing myself. i'm losing my mind. i'm dying luhs. i'm sick and tired of everything. i wanan die. damn siann. tmr gt sch. ): i hate sch can! haiish. ): the sec ones are like BLEAHS! some are awesome, others are BLEAHS! WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, IT WAS ALL MEANT TO BE? would you believe me, would you agree? CLARE! (:
Thursday, January 10, 2008 5:34 pm
whats the point? listen, ♥  i miss you like crazy. IF I DIE TODAY, REMEMBER ME AS OF YESTERDAY. i'm depressed and totally deprived. ): depressed cause i carnt do things right. i'm damn stress! i feel like killing myself like NOW! haiish. i'm like damn sadd luhs! ): i'm deprived off my freedom! studying becomes piority. i didnt train ytd. felt super badd. i got to train tmr. i'm dying. i'm growing damn fatt luhs! wtf?! LOL! (x I NEED TO TRAIN! i wanna die luhs! i'm like freaking stress! LET ME DROP A MATHS PLEASE! i really cannot take it lerhs! ): i'm struggling! i dunno hw much longer i can hold on. i'm really sick and tired! do you knw what it feels like to be useless? i am feeling like that now. and its nt a great feeling! i feel like CRAP! i just wanna die luhs! end of the world, would you come soon? PLEASE! end my sufferings, end my pain and hurt. this agony; how am i to live with it? i'm sick and tired. i dunno what to do. i'm dying. i'm dying. i'm dying. have you ever thought of dying? do you knw how death feels like? have you ever dreamt of death? do you have nightmares every night? do you dream of the worse? i bet you dun! i'm feeling like that now. and its nt a good feeling at all. i'm feeling so down and out. i'm really tired! i'm really tired! i'm really tired! why does it have to be me? why aint i clever? i feel so useless! i'm damn depressed! i'm damn depressed! i'm damn depressed! i'm damn deprived! i'm damn deprived! i'm damn deprived! i'm damn tired! i'm damn tired! i'm damn tired! i'm dying! i'm dying! i'm dying! TOMORROW'S ANOTHER DAY! ): 6 periods of maths. stressed farked! GOOD LUCK MARTY! YOU COMPLETE MY LIFE! stay with me, even till the end of time. CLARE! (:
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 8:24 pm
you can see right through me. listen, ♥  so let me go. I'M ABOUT TO DIE. i canrt take it anymore! i'm dying. i really wanna die lerhs. ): can i just end it all? i carnt catch up with these competitive people. i think of death. i need to take a break. i want a break. give me a break. i'm damn sick and tired of everything! IF I DIE TONIGHT, TELL MY LOVED ONES I LOVE THEM. tell my family i love them. tell my voda voda i love her. tell me sweethearts i love them. tell my licious family i love them. tell my friends i love them. tell those who love me i teasure them. tell everyone i'll miss them. tell my teachers i appreciate them. DUN FORGET TO REMEMBER ME. i'm really sick and tired of everything! i dunno hw long i can hold on. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, EVEN MORE THEN WORDS CAN SAY. i nvr seem to be recognised in whatever i do. CLARE! (:
Saturday, January 05, 2008 2:55 pm
you're the reason i breathe listen, ♥  stay with me forever. school has started. and it seriously sucked. updating starts. hohohohoho.. MONDAY! went with mummy and mandy for shooping spree at mangos arnd town. with daddy and james obviously. it was awesome! i got tees tees and more tees. i didnt get any bottoms though. wanted to but decided not to luhs! you knw me, whn it gets too expensive you go, NO WAY! hahahas. so i refused to buy bottoms. LOL! (x my day ended that way. fun, tired and extremely awesome! TUESDAY! new years day. heeees. (: went to sentosa with leong an and cien. LOL! (x wasnt as fun as the last time though. met xueting soon aft. ate at jurong east and thn took a neoprint. sat at macs to bitch. LOL! (x thn went home lorhs. (: WEDNESDAY! sch started. siann. i miss sweetie! sch is nothing and super different without her. i really miss her. changed several teachers though. hohoho. english&lit ; molly a&emaths ; mr tan eng hwee bio ; ms choo physics ; mr tan puay eng chinese ; ms lai history&ss ; mrs zamree pretty much the same. but i hate life as an O lvl student. life sucks man! like TOTALLY! omg, trng KILLED! THURSDAY! same boring sch day. lalala~ didnt have trng. so i had lunch with cien&fanny. and thn accompanied meiling to clementi to pay bills. thn home we went. met rebecca. she came to my hse. hohoho. thats abt all for thursday. boring day, agree. leg hurt like CRAP! FRIDAY! sch again luhs. nothing new right. haiish, had 6 periods of maths. obviously equals to 3hrs of maths. went crazy. trng. i obviously didnt train thanks to the cramps. retarded! damn crazy luhs. it hasnt gone away. thats how freaking weak i am luhs. like wtf?! ohh well.. haiish! ): did weights though thn went home. BORING! MY LEG STILL HURTS! SATURDAY! woke up arnd 11am? geesh, i dreamt of death. oh my gwad luhs. totally freaked out. LOL! (x ohh well, maybe i'll die soon. LOLOLOL! (x bleahs. bored bored bored. homework killing me! blahh blahh blahh. got to go figure out how to do my hmwrk lerhs. BYEEE! xDD ohh, i wun be blogging so often. i got to really study. SOON! (x LOLOLS! (x YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE. i let go. CLARE! (: |
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